we're clever but we're clueless. we're just human...we are shadows...

3.3.10 Watched Art & Copy at Tampa Theatre

Are ads art? I don't know. I do know that sometimes they entertain me. Sometimes they influence me to buy things. Sometimes they make me feel. Many times they annoy me. These are all characteristics of most man-made things I observe. In moderation, they're cool I suppose. Not sure if that makes them art, or just artful. Whatever. I really like the last photo for some reason.

you can tell by my attitude, that I'm most definitely

2.2010

I was born in NY but I'm a Floridian. I can't lie. That cold stuff is cool to visit, but I need heat. I require plenty of sun and plenty of water. The subways do, however, feel more liberating than having a car. If you think about it, adequate public transit allows your feet to take you anywhere. Too bad Florida is naturally a swamp. Maybe we can get some bus thing going on or even light rail. Maybe we can just build closer together and instead of everyone having a small backyard that they hardly use, we can share parks. Forget subdivisions. They divide us. What ever happened to communities?

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Just woke up from a nap. It felt so good. Now back to studying.

more than this

Good morning.

I have yet to sleep. How do I know whether I'm awake or not? If I'm dreaming, this is a nightmare. If I'm not, I must study. Without those little numbers on the bottom right of the screen, I would have no sense of time.

Fluorescent lights should be outlawed. Banned. Uninvented or something. That way I will never be able to stay up so long again. But thanks to whoever invented them. Circadian rhythm? No such thing. Mine is more off than Filipino moms clapping on beat.

I don't sleep,

'cause sleep is the cousin of death.

- n. jones

At school, studying with sway dizzle. My heart's racing. Caffeine's got me wired. I'm learning about pedigrees and micro arrays. I should have studied over the weekend but I was sorta in New York. Well, I did study over the weekend for my physio/pharm exam that I was late to on Monday. I'm not a betting man, but I'd bet your life that I failed that exam. Oh well, nothing I can do about it though so it's on to the next one. By the way, much love and thanks to Gabrielle, Snowbordo and the entire fam for assuring fun randomness during my mini vacay. Wait, what am I saying? I forget that I'm high off the life. This kid is on a permanent vacay.

At the moment, my motivation to keep grinding is pizza and a movie tomorrow. I can't wait. But if you're my friend, please remind me to never, ever, wait 'til last minute again. All nighters might cause me to leave the world with a good looking corpse. I'd rather not.

it's been a long night in New York

Rica,

Thanks! Sorry that we stressed you out some. With my hurricane of upcoming exams I knew I shouldn't have joined Mateo either but I'm glad I did. It's always fun and interesting when we all get together so you should already know that we are happy simply hanging at your house or any random place as long as it's together. Who would have thought that we'd take a limo through the city on the way to The Park and then be tempted to dip in a random hot tub turned up to 500 degrees (probably to kill all the goodies left behind by other random drunkards.) I never thought I'd be hit on by so many dudes in one night either. Oh and the amazing food at 4am. What wonderful white sauce! We had fun and I hope you did too. If we threw you off on school stuff, whatever, it was worth it. Sorry about it though. We intend to rub off on you some, but never in a bad way. But I guess the majority of our tendencies are considered bad by "normal" standards but what the f is normal anyway? No such thing. It's good to live a little. What's life with no fun?

"When making your choice in life, do not neglect to live."

--Samuel Johnson