23.2.10

haunted... like The Dakota,

Where John Lennon was shot.
- n. Jones
Thank you snow and thank you U.S. Airways. Due to the impending weather, I will not have to wake up at 3AM to catch a 5AM flight and I get to be in New York an extra night. Even though I'll be doing the same thing there that I would be doing here, studying, at least I'll be in that New York State of mind. My hopes go out to my fellow travelers tomorrow. See you soon. Don't worry, the streets will make you feel brand new.

Suede Timbs on my feet make my cipher complete.
- n. Jones

the night, the grind...

Empty bottles of no doz.
- k. West

A vice of mine.

better drink a red bull,
you can't sleep on life!
- j. Jenkins

All nighters - I've never been too fond of. Many of the >30 year olds I know suffer from insomnia, which is why I happily sleep as much as possible, when possible. But, some nights, pills must be popped. It's funny though, because there are nights where I can stay up without any stimulants. Nights when I hang out with friends, cause trouble, consume depressants and partake in all sorts of senselessness. With studying though, stimulants are necessary. Does that make me an addict? I think not although my personality is addictive.

16.2.10

chance has no memory

A professor in my Genomics class said this. He was referring to hereditary probabilities but when I heard it, my mind wandered. Is it better to be lucky or good? Images from 2010's best worst week thus far floated around my head.

Gasparilla Gone Bad. Unnecessary, sporadic arrests. And this is where my taxes go?
By chance, I was rear ended. By chance, I was handed two tickets by a generous officer for going with the flow of traffic. By chance I drove two hours to watch a space shuttle not lift off - all within days.

But also by chance, I have friends, family, and food that make life a bit sweeter. And I'll be chillaxing in the Empire State next week. Perhaps freezing is more appropriate. It will be a damn good time regardless. Luckily overall, I have been, and I hope to remain, lucky my entire life.
The man who said "I'd rather be lucky than good" saw deeply into life. People are afraid to face how great a part of life is dependent on luck. It's scary to think so much is out of one's control. There are moments in a match when the ball hits the top of the net and for a split second it can either go forward or fall back. With a little luck it goes forward and you win. Or maybe it doesn't and you lose.
- Match Point

I like the movie and the quote. I don't think it's scary though. Not having full control over how the ball falls makes things fun. Embrace uncertainty, it's one of the few things promised to us. Whichever way the ball falls, be happy to have played. Life's short. Ulcers suck. Let that which does not matter slide and you will be one step closer to tranquility.

5.2.10

Where to? Where do I go? If you've never tried then you'll never know. How long do I have to climb, up on the side of this mountain of mine?

Cannes, France 5.2009

Viva La Hova, Musée du Louvre 5.2009



San Sebastian, Spain 5.2009

Bruges, Belgium 5.2009

Praha, Czech Republic 5.2009

Rome, Italy 5.2009

Just some reminiscing.

3.2.10

so it begins

key west 1.2010

studying immunology, mi cuarto 2.2010


Photos capture reality, moments just as they were. Over time memories blur, pictures don't. That, however, does not necessitate truth. In the same way that the writer crafts words, the photographer affects vision to seize time. By doing so, their depictions are not truly just as they were, but altered. Life is never black or white and I reside in the gray. Join me as I attempt to evoke emotions on this journey through the fray.

John Lennon Wall
Praha, Czech Republic 5.2009

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